Don't Let the Demons win.
Don't let the damage take you further from the light.
Don't forget the destruction and pain that unwound your soul's strings.
Don't forget all the venomous words and their stings.
All the lies, all the times shit was embarrassing. 
The fake in this, and what you want is no true comparison.
Don't give up on the right path, just because it's easier to head to the devil's whispers.
Acting like that is easier is like compeed to blisters. 
The scar tissue steal needs healing underneath.
You just forgive the trauma and betray all the desires you really seek.
And all the healing you really need. 
And the truest connections when they're truly deep.
And your insecurities make you believe there's no other way.
That the rough path to better is impossible, that's what the demon say.
But don't go back on what your soul needs. 
What makes your heart beat.
The angels that build your angel and give you everything. 
The truest light that makes your heart sing.
Everything. 
the light, but in all ways. 
I pray that God forgives the lapses, always.