My Oh My

Here’s to a perfect piece of my peace.
Here’s to a bond that has a grip on me atomically.
To my every breath, and our planted seeds.
to a Foundation so strong it couldn’t even be shaken by the enchanted seas.

Unplug

Unplug and reconnect to the nature around you. It has so much to teach. It has all the answers and healing. It holds you down, breaks you apart, makes you feel smaller than you ever may have before.

I remember standing at the foothills of Ginesh Himal feeling tiny. Feeling alone. Feeling all my insecurities resurface.

It’s the same feeling I get looking out to the horizon today. The horizon stretching as far as you can see. Someone else sharing the same horizon as you. Another person looking at a completely different possibility. I’m small.

Just like Nepal my insecurities resurface. I will address them this time though. No more running. No more hiding. No more blaming everyone else. Only working towards the best David possible.

Catalyst


The pen is a catalyst for my pad therapy sessions.
Growing through insecurities and life’s very deep lessons.
To Young David i’m putting the pieces back together.
As my mindspace un-shatters.

Black Bay is the catalyst for bettering the struggles im battling.
Mind darker than long days during summer scaffolding.
Set the stage for better memories,
And a much better me for what ever comes after this.

If you asking then Discomfort is the catalyst for a better us.
The space I need to work to be better at all I’m mastering.
Communcation, honour, and making sure I hold space for the ones that truly matter.
We go together like hydrogen to oxygen atoms.
Oddly enough two similar souls are attracting.

What’s better than a better me for me?
And a better me for everyone I need to support?
I found myself back at God’s door asking him?
And for the first time in a long time,
I’ve been reminded that my last true prayer was the biggest blessing he had ever answered me.
So why question him now?
When truly I think I may have just felt his presence.
Crawling outta kaidas.
I might need Ed and Loraine to help scrap demons.
But I’m getting to the finish line while all my worst ways I’m lappin’ ‘em.

~The Fewture
:Black Bay Journaling
June 2nd: 6:00p.m