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Catalyst


The pen is a catalyst for my pad therapy sessions.
Growing through insecurities and life’s very deep lessons.
To Young David i’m putting the pieces back together.
As my mindspace un-shatters.

Black Bay is the catalyst for bettering the struggles im battling.
Mind darker than long days during summer scaffolding.
Set the stage for better memories, 
And a much better me for what ever comes after this.

If you asking then Discomfort is the catalyst for a better us.
The space I need to work to be better at all I’m mastering.
Communcation, honour, and making sure I hold space for the ones that truly matter.
We go together like hydrogen to oxygen atoms.
Oddly enough two similar souls are attracting.

What’s better than a better me for me?
And a better me for everyone I need to support?
I found myself back at God’s door asking him?
And for the first time in a long time,
I’ve been reminded that my last true prayer was the biggest blessing he had ever answered me.
So why question him now?
When truly I think I may have just felt his presence. 
Crawling outta kaidas. 
I might need Ed and Loraine to help scrap demons.
But I’m getting to the finish line while all my worst ways I’m lappin’ ‘em.

~The Fewture
:Black Bay Journaling 
June 2nd: 6:00p.m
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Love

These are the times I’m needing you most. 
Late nights my heart longs for connection. 
You the most beautiful of souls,
with a plethora of talents.
You’re gonna shine through this life,
nothing your soul couldn’t manage. 

I Want you like a flower opens its petals.
everyday in search of the light you provide.
you are my light.
both ways.
you are my life.
and it ain’t no game.

With you things just seem a little be easier and pleasant. 
You the Queen and I’m the peasant. 
I’d live to raise you up and bask in your presence. 
I believe we raise each other from the most toxic of pasts. 
Through the roughest of tasks.
We see through the masks and know each other. 
More than any human should ask. 

You are one of one.
My one and done. 
The future mother to my daughters and sons.
Take this as a ode to your soul which holds me orbit like earth to the sun.

I’d tell the world that i Love you.
take this metaphorical hug. 
You’re amazing, the most beautiful girl in the world to me.
I know you’d be great at acting,radio, film, writing and film photography.
I know so much more that’s only for me. 

In every poem I write there’s a little of your essence.
In every breath that I take I wanna honor your presence. 
To let you know that you’re loved with no second guessing 
and no time for games and no space for guessing.
On what you mean to me.
A best friend, A lover, and board of charcuterie. 
My Valentine, my wife, someone i serve purposefully. 
I believe you’re God’s greatest prayer that he’s ever answered me. 
As close to perfection as a human could ever be. 
My. My. My. 
A beautiful beautiful girl
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Today’s Sunset

Please read Enjoy Right Now, Today and The Time Is Now first.

Today’s sunset made me miss something very dear to me. But it was an unexpected beauty amongst what seemed would be a rainy night. Here’s to better tomorrows and more beautiful sunsets. Here’s to Love. Here’s to rediscovery. Here’s to the one that matters most to me. MKB-S.

The sunset just means we go again tomorrow when the sun rises.

Be good y’all.