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Seasons

Honor the season that you’re in. Seasons don’t change overnight. It takes months. So if the season is healing…. it’s okay to be fine one day and a wreck the next.

Look at how spring can be warm at day and cold at night. Cold and gloomy one day.. sunny the next. Summer can bring hurricanes just as it can bring a beautiful sunset… you get the picture.

If the season means sitting still and getting back in touch with yourself. Then start to honor all the small things that make you who you are. practice happiness with intention. Commit to the things that add to your life.

If the season is turbulence. Honor yourself. Understand what it is that is making things chaotic for you. experience the storm as it occurs and then start to assess the damages. Figure out how to patch yourself back together. Get help. Talk to people. Don’t lose yourself to the storm. That way you can enjoy a calmer season when it comes. Seasons are temporary.

Fall back in love. Break curses. Talk about how you feel. Stay up with someone you love. Laugh. Chase passions. Fail. Succeed. Let the seasons bring you newness like the falling of leaves. Or the fresh spring bloom.

2024… each day is a chance to get this life thing right.

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Price-tag/Spring

The

lilac colored flowers start to bloom atop the moss covered branches. It’s time to replant ourselves and take a bet on the spring romances. I don’t pick the flowers to smell them. Just like I no longer pick the scabs of my wounds that are healing. The change of seasons matched the change in my spirit that has become appealing.

I don’t want to have to distract myself to feel okay. I want to be able to sit with myself and know my place. It’s time to do spring cleaning. Calling in the Warrens to stand toe to toe with my demons. I know God put this mountain in my way for a reason. And I’m almost at the peak. The battle always gets hardest when you know your close to your goal. When everything you want is within reach. You might even sabotage yourself and make the journey even more steep.

But not me anymore. There’s beauty in the treacherous battle uphill. Theres appeal in overcoming the impossible. I know on the other side of my summit is there sweetest rewards I could hold. Like being a healed man that can properly hold her mending heart. And finishing all the dreams that i forgot I even started. And in the meantime i pray blessings over my springtime. I want to make the most of it. No more pricetags on my soul because there’s no condition to hold a piece of it.

She’s the biggest piece of my springtime peace.

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…

I can be invisible in intimate spaces.
Under-appreciated.
Everybody just come along and take advantage of David.
why not?
i try hard? 
Use me til I’m bled dry.
don’t shed a tear for me.
don’t even take a peep into the pain i carry.
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Sjsh



Feel the cage door opening.
My mind is breaking out of the twenty one miles that defined me.
Me blowing this new perspective seems highly unlikely.
I’ll only get better with time and with her love right beside me.
Cleansing my spirit , renewing my mental state, keep my blessings by me.
Im a product of broken homes and destructive tendencies.
It had laid the foundational plan of the man you see.
Since 2023 i was quiet about what was ailing me. 
Cant hold on in silence no more thats just failing D.
Im wearing the lords armor.
I wont let no other demon come and harm her.
I fall short but i wont give up on me for us.
i pray for Gods grace for us.
I dont have to be my worser parts
I can step into the day with a lighter heart.
A brighter light.
A clean slate.
Tomorrow’s what i will make of it.
I will no longer play games with it.
I know im grander than even my mind lets itself believe some days.
but i will lean into all my better ways
Amen.
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🙏🏽

Bringing God in was such a good decision. Having someone to pray with was never in my immediate vision. But what a blessing it would be. Thank God for having had this opportunity to try and do right by love. Goodbye.

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Listo

Breathe resuscitation into me. There’s going to be No more cpr for dying situations. You couldn’t even write about or make up the things i feel in this love. Few could understand how deeply I love the one I love. How ready i am to give my love. Listo listo Listo mi amor.

My core calls out for her. My heart vibrates to the frequency of her atoms . I am everything when i’m with her. Listo. That’s ready in Spanish. Well. Thats it from me.

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Godspeed

Dear Frank Ocean: thank you for Godspeed. That you for the words that save me. I can’t keep any hold on my happiness lately: it’s me that’s not enough i found that truth within the journey..

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One

There’s a dim moonlight.
There’s nothing close to having you by my side. 
With you i know it’ll be alright. 
Healthy and healed.
so let’s fall head first and dive.
into something that will be a blessing to us both. 
No more running from good things. 
I’ll always be good to you make sure you’re good to me.
i found out what having something worth fighting for means.
but the rounds are getting harder to withstand so meet me where we both deserve.
i know you heard the news.
i’m the one for you. 
There’s no more time to lose.
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Hi.

Gravity.
Your smile pulls me into your human being.
And I dream of being all that you truly need. 
My soul cries out for all that you want to be.
Your flaws and imperfection are only more alluring to me.
A happy life beside me is a guarantee with a lifetime warranty. 
Surely, you see. I’m for you and you’re for me.