God would be ashamed of the man I am.

The way I‘ve handled this journey is deplorable.

How do you turn around a fate that is too far gone?

Actually, God would be ashamed of the boy I still am. I’m no man.

My temperament is trash.

My potential has capped.

I’m trash.

My oh my.

these are the words that subconscious voice whispers to me daily. when the the light ones i can share publicly lol.