I’m worthless we all know it.
I’ve never known somebody to show me love.
I only know the people that show me up…
Laugh in my face.
Hold victories over me I can’t ever replace. 

Because I’m the disposable kind. 
Replaceable …
An unlovable mind .
No place in this world I ever could find.
I keep my battles inside.
I know nobody would ride 
for me.

Every night another terrible dream.
Of the wins another man held over me.
My insecurities. 
The pain I carry.
The pages I rip.
The stories I buried.
Deep within these fracture ribs.

but never mind.
pay no attention to my words like every time.