Removing myself from spaces i’m unwanted in. There’s no more time to be working so hard to please people that could care less about me. Life teaches hard lessons. And the beauty in these no wifi nights is that i actually have to sit and listen. I have no friends. Nobody to rely on. I’m isolated. Isolated in my problems. In my mind. Voiceless. Unseen. Unwanted. Unloved. Unhappy.
And removing myself means further isolation. But at least I can learn to love myself again since no one else might.
Give thanks