The sun feels o’ so good today. The only food my soul has been fed in quite a while. The sun may be the only this in this universe that truly loves me. The only thing that unselfishly gives to me. Because some people will try to convince you that love is selfish. Some people will only love the love and attention that you give to them and not the person giving the love. The sun will show up for me always. Even during the storm the sun is fighting hard to shine again. To remind me that I’m loved. In a way no one person will ever fight for me. In a way no single person will ever love me.

It’s crazy how drastically a little bit of sunshine can shift my whole mood. I really do owe a lot to her. The way she lays to rest each night is one of the most beautiful things in the world. I give thanks. I haven’t felt warm since idk when. But today something feels a little bit lighter. Maybe this is healing. Not feeling the weight of everything always. Being loved by the sun.