No more bottled emotions, or keeping shit pent up.
Gotta put the pen to the pad to open my mental up. 
Shying away from confrontation these days.
i just want better for myself so i can change the messaging on these pages.
i wanna be loved in the best ways, on all days. 
I want someone to see me and say God blessed them
and that i helped bring them through their test stages. 
Wouldn’t a chance at real love be amazing? 
Wouldn’t betting on me be worth the payment? 
Reaching for happiness is quite strange
but with the right one it’s worth the growing pains.