Nuclear touch…
The way i’m disintegrating now that your love has left me. 
I can’t tell anybody the last time I felt good about myself actually.
my demons will continue to laugh at me.
for overstaying my welcome.
for making a home where i’m not wanted. 
For believing i Would receive more.
all this heart ache is leaving my seed sore. 
I’ve been broken down to my atoms and yet the grip she has over me is still strong. 
My peace does dance to the melodic beat of her voice’s song.
there’s no hope for me left.
i give up on love. I no longer receive its blessings. 
How could anyone love the shell of the man that i am.
i was tilling her grass with my blistered and torn hands. 
Taken for granted daily.
insanely.