I know you exist beyond what my mind can comprehend. I know there is no spiritual fissure within me that you cannot mend. I know there is no cage on my life that you couldn’t bend and allow me to find a new path. I am done hurting me. I believe in breaking free. I believe in you, and i believe in the you within me. Ensure there is no place for misplaced joy or faith or love dear Lord. I want to get it right from now on. I want to be someone you’d be proud of. I claim no more of this generational destruction. There’s nothing that your love and forgivness cannot fix. There’s nothing you cannot do. Therefore theres nothing i can’t do through you. Nobody will be able to destroy the me that i will become. No obstacle will be impossible to conquer. I will put in the work to prove i’m worthy of the blessings this prayers could bring to me:

Save me from a hole that i won’t be able to climb out of. Save me from a version of me that would be unsightly . Save me from all things that are unlike me. Save me from me.