The taste of forever was on my lips.
God whispered hold strong, you can bring your union through this. 
I have to do better though, before I damage my human. 
My spirit probably also needs a cleanse.

Tired of the pain and the suspense.

on if things will work out in my favour. 
The keys of my happy only made music if she played them.
I want to experience the love that my soul is craving.
the love that I give but maybe that’s crazy.
maybe love wasn’t made for me. 
So i’ll crawl back into the hole i spent my youth in for safety.
sadly, the dark days are what make me.
i have to be the rescue team that come to saves me.