Struggling to make sense of these dark turns.
The light in my world seems dimmer now.
the pain has started to boil from the low simmer now.
I’m proud of the man I’m becoming. 

Maybe I just wanna feel something.
the light in my world is flickering and fading.
growing impatient with my safe havens. 
Wishing for someone to save me like old memory cards in my psp.
its me and me, but also me v me.
The taste of heaven i was rewarded was too much for somebody just like me.
all my wildest dreams were highly unlikely.
the darkness i emit would smother her lighting.