I’ve been trying to listen to what the source of all is guiding me to do. Trying to find my purpose and place amongst the divine planning. Trying to execute light in all my moments. 2023 broke me. And right now…. this time of year…. i can’t find no meaning to my journey.

I’ve learned that in this life that sometimes you can give your all and it still won’t be enough. My all tends to be so insignificant to others, and that’s just life.
Idk what to do about much right now. I’m tired of being ignored and undervalued. It’s sucks being someone that finds it hard to even make just one friend. It sucks losing in love. It sucks going to work and being blamed for everyone else’s shit. 

I’m tired. I think I’m a pretty good bet in this life. I think I’m worthy. I think I have a lot to offer. But listening to all life brings back my way makes means i Know whats real rather than what I think. I’ve been embarrassing myself for a good 20 years now. 2023 you win.