i just want to be good enough.

for anything.

anyone.

anywhere.

and really David I’m sorry you haven’t had the chance to feel like enough yet in your 28 years. but maybe 29 will be better for you? so stay some sort of hopeful.

try.

it always sucks to be you ik.

nothing ever feels good about being David.

you’re weird, unlikeable, strange, worthless, can’t make one new friend. one valuable connection. hey.

survive this.

if you can

~these and many more are the thoughts that consume me nightly.

and im all alone