Hey bro.
I refuse to see you be miserable and bothered and empty because you fell further into self-destruction than you could dig yourself out of. Because running away became the only way. Because you neglected the real progress you were making. And went back on all the pain you felt. You know what you deserve.
There’s a huge disservice in choosing what’s clearly worst. What you don’t even truly want. What you know serves you no purpose. Why..
Why hold on? Because you think if it’s good it excuses all the damaged cost? and you can look past how betraying you are being to yourself because at least it seems okay.
Hold on because you’re scared? and scarred? and forget your worth from time to time?
Well I refuse to watch that any longer. You meant what was said. You know what’s really best for you. Stop running away. DO better.