Embarassed and hurting.
There’s no one thing in my mind,
That let’s me know that i’m worth it.
the self doubt is enveloping my spirit.
the negativity is all that i’m hearing.
weary minded, 
tell the demons they got me this time.
shake their hands and accept my defeat. 
I sea my soul most days dragging behind my feet. 
I’m not happy waking up each day knowing i have to be me.