Forever giving praise to the most high.
Despite my shattered mind.
Despite unanswered prayers and betrayed timelines.
Things are beyond my earthly vessel, i just take things as they go and pass by.
My oh my.
It gets tiring being ahead of the pack but still coming up just shy.
I grew from a shy guy, to one of a kind, in a series of overnights.
I overthink the simple things and under-appreciate the divine guides.
The demons lead me astray, and haunt me at 3am, Prayer is playing my night light.
My light, both way, is flickering. The demons in the corner pointing and snickering! Like “look at what we did to David’s Life”
Like “look how we’re winning. He’s caught up and sinning. We took a great warrior and pinned him” the three count feels like forever when you’re on the losing side.
And finding myself again is a journey and I may need Shadow, Chance, and Sassy to bring me home this one time.