I am trying to redefine myself. I’ve been falling victim to my worst tendencies and practices.

I am trying to do better for me so that i can be at my best for those that need me most. it drains me though, i feel alone.

But also, i feel i am doing better. I am learning, growing, and implementing newness daily. Through prayer. Through intention. Through reminding myself of my worth.

Through journaling.

Through swimming and Earthgang, JID, Smino … tems.

Black bay is restoring my black boy joy. And Im trying to shine in my black joy again. I am trying to shine in purpose and bring others with me. I can be better than 2023 has made me feel. I can reach Thorang/la heights again.

David i promise to be kind to you. To pour into you and attract what i want to attract.