~TF

I think I have reached the eye of my current storm. Meet me here. A calmness has settled over my spirit. God has consoled my soul.

The Devil has been disguising themselves in the winds of the backend of my storm. I know this period of calm that succeeded my recent pain and stress is only preceding another wave of tumultuousness. I know this calm is temporary and that’a okay.

I’ll use this period to build myself back up. To pour into me. To love myself, be kind, and listen to what my body and soul is crying out for.

I’ll use this little bit of a break to pursue passions. To push myself. To read and write. To be available for people that matter while I’m spiritually able. To continue to connect with God and the plan for my life. To enjoy the sun (with sunscreen). To fucking swim. I haven’t swam in a good 2/3.

I think the back end has started to come. A morning later and I’m started to collapse again. Mentally, physically, emotionally. It’s fine because this too shall pass. And I put this work in to heal. The weather inside me will be clear. My 7 day forecast will be clear skies and sunlit.

I do see a light for myself through the stormy days though right now. A way out. Better days ahead. A place for myself. Love.

Love.

What a Hurricane season my spirit has had this summer. Fuck me buh.

Be patient and kind to yourself David. And that’s what you’ll attract. Everything you’re pouring out will find its way back to you.

~Circa Hurricane Season 2023