I want to speak this in a different way.
celebratory of all the parts of me that are in a better space.
the growth i've gone through.
to year 2022.
to the ocean and how she heals me.
to Mya whom I love the most dearly.
to the balance i've found in darkness and solitude.
to all the broken parts of me too that remained bruised.
to the parts that are fresh and new, and barely breaking though. 
to me. to you.
to better routines and being willing to laugh even on my worse days.
to all the Challenge filled nights that help me ease me pain.
to all my challenged filled nights that give me pain anew.
the least i want to do is help her discover herself too. 
the woman i see when my eyes lock hers.
a imagine so pure and wonderful.
a soul so pure.
a beauty that leaves me craving the sensation of breathing her in. 
I hope we can be in our 2020stwinning.