This is one of those time that I look in the mirror and don’t notice the man staring back at me.

I can’t tell if thats a good thing or a bad thing.

The level of discomfort i’m feeling is sure to push me past whatever boundary is making me uncomfortable in the situation i’m in.

But i’m constantly down. With no reflections of me or the things I like around me. Nothing i can turn to.

Isolated.

I won’t paint this as a bad thing. Just a period of my life that will be challenging. Another test for me to overcome. Or crumble under and fail.

I’ve disappointed myself many times over in my 20s and right now I feel like I might be leaving them behind with more regrets than not.

I will probably push myself further into isolation because that’s just how I am.

My future is mines to mold.

Yet i have no certainty in anything past Dec 20th.

27 and I still don’t know where my talents lie or what to make of myself.