I Found a way to heal my curses with pens.
And surround myself with people that don’t mind who I’ve been.
Who know all my sins and hold me tightly to them.
But keep me grounded and helped me find my smile once again.

It is what it is.
At the beginning of adulthood
Just searching for some ends.
No fucks given.
We need a Kama sutra  
The lower down you get,
The more the karma starts to suit ya.

Switch it up another gear.
Another level.
another battle.
Inside me darkest caves I feel better
The demons pulled me up a chair to dine and mingle with em. 

Just going through the motions.
You’d think i’m a zombie walking if you caught me in the open.
Apocalyptic purple saber swinging.
Purple skies and longer days in swing and
My mindstate finally less dark than my summer tan
Blink four times and I bet the cold days come again.

I call into the purple matter 
To hold my hopes and dreams. 
And For the better times to stay.
Dark as the night sky.
But Painted with the tears we cry.

The stars are our hope holders. 
Call out for solace when I’m feeling lower.
Low as dropped to my knees. Hands raised screaming out. 
Those that came before us guide us brightly like supernovas. 

Hide inside from the attention grabbers 
Need  some Doses of dopamine. 
Its dope to have met you in this life.
Im a nerd for you.
Tryna learn you.
You know I mean it.

Time running away from us.
Harmony like at peace with the waves I’m riding.
And a break from my depressive ways is in front of us. 
Feel my bad times decaying.