I see your soul glow.
A perfecetly watered garden. 
Leaves are grown.
Roots Strong as our burdened shoulders.
Strong as The foundation we building our love on. 

Patience.
The time you put into yourself.
The golden twinkle in your eyes.
Wanna beat my demons before I'm gone,
Don't need them haunting me on the other side.

They gonna rock with the guy.
They gon Rock with the boi.
I'm like young Hudson-Odoi.
I'm on fire.
Match your energy I come lighter. 

My heart leaks worser parts of me.
Tongue spews curses.
Evil genius in my pen that's mad villainy. 
The pad releases trauma where my hurt lives.
Clawing out the gutter is the worst shit.

Temper thinning like my hairline.
In due time.
VIllian imbued Mind.
She is divine. 
Just like most of my life's timing. 
Like wine she looking finer with time.
It just seems right.
Cause of the bonds that are tightening. 

Going through it like old Iphone photo memories.
The Sins whispher to me.
Stumbling over the darker parts of my history.
Lost sparks to the brighter side of me.
The poems a homily.
Hope if I make it out 
I can take care of those that run with me.

Handling what's in front of me.
Night sky full of my darkest prayers and cursed energy.
Itadori Yuji on em.
Young, black and ready to change the fewture on em.

Hard times, lead to God ties.
Lead to the nights wondering if God’s alive. 
Passionless.
Asking questions that could only lead to panicking.

And good times lead to thankless minds.
Burn down the bridges. 
Fuck the system that we live in.?
Winning the battle with my depression for once. 
So we just move and keep on living.

Soul’s brusied, trampled and blown out.
But it still grows, like letting my hair out.

Sitting on my high chair. 
Watching my past playback. 
Guiding me to my next steps.
Mold the fewture while I even still care.

Look i'm sure as hell still the fewture.
You can't find yourself 
Until we look within us.
Calling your true bluffs.
Real life feels like swimming with the sharks.
Remedial Chaos.