~comfort or consolation in a time of distress or sadness.

“I can see it all over your face it’s just one of those days right? Well kid we all have them just keep your head up and get through.”

-Elder Stranger

Those are the kind of interactions that normally sit unwell with my soul.

Maybe it’s because I don’t think you can truly judge how I feel based on looking at my appearance.

And even if you could it’s not in your right to tell me how to feel about how I’m actually feeling.

I hate a “Cheer up” or “You never smile” type person.

Maybe I’m just chilling.

Nonchalantness is the face I wear quite often you know?

But today I’ll take those quoted words above and use them as a token that everything’s okay.

A quick jolt of enthusiasm on a day I actually was feeling quite defeated.

Monotony getting the best of me.

A ray of light in a bleak moment.

And think back to how 3 years ago I kept telling myself how I planned to spread positivity is as many human interactions as I can possibly muster.

I’ll get back to that. I’ll get back to me. Or forward to me. Applying the lesson I’ve learned. Reach that peace I’m sure is right around d corner.

Idk

Bless