I hope the times get easier
We’re so high up in the clouds
We’re straddling the ether.
Depression written all over my personality
It’s hard to beat.
Days numbered theres gotta be a better path for me.

Either way we “living off borrowed time”
that’s word to Dumile.
That’s word to the truest villain
Who’s diverse words we would spray.
Singing along a ASK radio feature
From bermuda to malay.
You brought joy.

Just know if you come first you still after me
Done following the societal recipe
Disaster waiting if I continue down that path you see.

My peace of mind is getting harder
To find.
Happiness is harder to define.
I’m Further behind
Than I intended to be.

My chakra’s aligning.
Sun shining.
Sitting here drawing it in.
To brighten my days.
My head throbbing
My hearts rowdy.
Breaking out my frightening ways.

I Don’t bring enough to the table.
But I’ve been learning the proper etiquette
That’s me constantly becoming a better fit.
Weird and strange became my epithet.
Take your breaks from the internet.
Because blindly believing what you read will lead to crumbling of the parapet around your mind.

Learning to take my time.
To climb.
To walk towards excellence with every stride.
Still planning to put the depression past where my mind can find it.