I forgot about the pad cause I met this therapeutic chick

Her presence was just enough to clear shit up a bit

She played the surgeon to my wounds and could mend it

But now I’m back on the paper with my pen and a vengeance

So many stories go unfinished

Mines is yet to unfold

Pen filled with passion,

Passion leads to gold

Sitting here pouring out my soul

Feels like my brain and heart split as I grow

Focused on making the best of times in my darkest days

Tried building the strongest of structures on the flimsiest base

Connecting through the internet lets the realness evade

No space for the demons in my new mind state

My fingers just go and i lose trace

3 am tryna find my place

Trying to find my purpose,

and let it take hold of me

Let destiny take over me

Conquering my fears cause that’s where bliss will encounter me

Hope my impact lasts for eternity

My minds racing like brickyard

Times wasting I quickguard it

My mom calling to see if my heart and mind are in tact

My skies clear as i write this track

~ Something I wrote somewhere in early 2017