I’m in love.

I don’t know how to describe this feeling except terrifying.

But here’s to a queen.

I know it hasn’t been easy loving me…

I fall short. I’ve fell countless times. And dragged you along while i was at the bottom. I didn’t understand how to navigate the intensity of being loved as much as i feel you loved me. I couldn’t even actually comprehend why someone would love me so much. And definitely couldn’t see why they’d stick around once they got to know me.

I never even wanted to stick around for myself.

But i decided I’d love you hard. Give you all you could ever want from a partner. Teach you love the parts of you that might’ve not been your favorites. Tried to make you feel as beautiful as i saw you (which i guess is hard cause i truly think you’re the most beautiful human to grace this earth.

I’m inspired by you.

The way you persevere.

Through school. Work. Life. Me.

You always come back strong and determined and nothing can stop you.

I want to dedicate a blog to you.

I’ve been writing alot of what makes me sad

So why not address a part of me that made/makes me happier than i’ve ever been. And share that with this space.

I hope you know that you’re my biggest inspiration in life. and other than wanting to do and be successful for myself. You’re the main driving force behind my desire to constantly better myself.

You have the most outrageously beautiful smile.

You’re smart and goofy and caring and strong.

Everything i’d hope my love interest would be.

And you possess all the qualities i’d hope my future children would see in their mother.

You’d become a huge part of me.

And idk how to describe in words the true capacity of love i have for you.

But i will say this.

You could take the time to Count all the stars In all the night skies across the galaxy. And you still would find my love wouldn’t have diminished one bit. You’d actually find with each star you counted my love grew deeper.

What i feel for you has been deeper than what love means to me.

Its a quantum connection.

Like our atoms vibrate at the same frequency.

And our souls have been intertwined .

Continue to grow

Continue to glow

Continue to water your flow.

I hope “forever” is just a start for us.

If not then i hope it’s at least a glimpse in the length you find happiness.

You’re a very Real. Free. Pure. Whole. Soul.

With love,

🥑