Shouts out to all the pain we shared .

The shelf i packed my passion on

The bin where my ambition lives

Depressed and I’ve been hiding it.

 

Change myself just to fit a mold

Of people who were not themselves

Hated me for being me

But really it was jealousy.

I use to beat myself up.

Kept my feelings locked up.

Bottled up

So pressure built to occasional explosions.

 

Paid for that with lost love

Lost friends

Scarred hearts

Digging myself deeper and deeper into this labyrinth.

 

And i needed light in the worst way.

To help beat the demons that visited me on my worst days.

25, the darkest days.

25 and in my darkest space.

 

Life is strange.

Peaks and valleys like the Himalayas.

 

Trying to surround myself with good energy.

Lot’s of love and opportunity.

For growth,

Learning,

Figuring out how to love myself.

Watering the one’s I love

Until we learn to love ourselves.

Teach ourselves to be ourselves.

Teach ourselves.

And be Ourselves.

Empowering each other.

 

We’re on this journey to create change.

Spread love and positivity.

Burn our damaged bridges

To lead to new opportunities.

Avoiding toxicity.

Thriving in on own skin.

Supporting our own kind.

Trusting our own minds.

 

And to touch on her.

Because she clouds my vision.

I hope she goes for shit

And chases her ambitions.

Starts her own traditions.

Follows her intuition.

Breaks the chains

Of anything that hold her down.

Spreads her wings and leaves the ground.

The sky is just her stepping stone.

Don’t see why she hangs around.

I will propel her.

 

So i tell her go head girl,

Slick your hair back, do your makeup

Or whatever it is you need to do.

But know in your simplest state.

To me you’re still the most beautiful.

A soul I’ve been pulled into.

Your smile is so magnetic.

Your personality is like Gravity,

So go head girl, leave this planet

If you want it then just plan it.

And I know there is no stopping you.

And when you’re on your way

I’ll be the surfer to your Galactus boo.