My mind’s drifting through the night sky

I lose it Flickering through parts of me i try to hide

The parts i’ve hated since back in 95

Back When i was rocking pacifiers

So if you dare to try and look inside

Be cautious of the warning sign

I doubt you’d like what you would Find

A bruised soul

And if my end is coming near

I hope that you know

Its not the timing that i fear

Maybe the why maybe the where

My mind is grinding through the gears

And when my past creeps up on me

Im dipping through the cracks

Before the reaper’s calling

Cause time isn’t ours

but go head and keep on dawning

On things that dont make sense

On the things that without, you couldn’t have been a better man

No regrets but i really do apologize

To anyone i hurt on my path to being a better guy

Trying to strategize

Cause Growth its like a learning curve

Glimpses of my hope

beaming through the winter clouds

Like rays through the stormiest sky

At odds with the universe

Hoping she’d take it easy on me

Struggling to follow societies’ wishes

Vicariously living

Through the social media pictures

My hearts heavy

At tug of war with my mind

If my soul crumbled

Could you mend it back in time

Would you come to get to know me in my darkest of moments

When my truest spirit is showing

When anger is flowing

And im too busy tearing myself down

To live in the moment

Just let me know

If your soul can share the burden

Cause we’re all hurting

Together we could make it easier

I just hope im there when you need it huh