No one knows my demons

The pad listens

My past is winning

In Determining who i’m gonna be

Would sell my soul if i could even get a glimpse of you and me

But i left my soul on the last track like a pair of old nike sneaks

Need something to believe in

Pray to God to be forgiving when i meet him

And if its religion that im needin

I might die a lost soul

Wondering where my path leads

And if there’s anything i know

Trying to catch my ambition before it slips

Watch it drip through my grip

But for every step i take forward

It feels like 5 steps back

Stuck in my ways

Collapsed into bed

Lately ive been going through it

Like glimpses of my past mistakes running through my head

Hoping as dark as this was is as dark as it gets

But at least now im better equipped

To having my happiness stripped

Have yet to give up or give in

Just stay in it